16 / gay.
Can you stop slipping up? What is the point of starving all day if you’re just going to binge at night? I thought you trusted me. I thought you believed in me. You know what I can do for you, you hold the power to change things but you just don’t change them. Why? Why do you constantly fuck it up? I love you and I want to help but I can’t help you if you won’t let me. Let me help you. I only want what’s best for you. I will get you where you want to be just please, trust me.
Xoxo,
Ana
Hello. Call me H.
Age: 15
Height: 5'4
Weight: 140
High school freshman
Goal weight: 110
Favorite food: tomatoes
American
Color: blue
Show: gossip girl
Movie: IT
If you want more facts about me just ask! I’m willing to talk to anyone
Me: No thanks! I already ate today!
Person:… Do you only eat once a day?
Me *sweating*: HA hA nO I eAt AlL tHe TiMe!
Me: I will be skinny
Also me: “binges” whyyyyyy did
I do that?!
After one hour: I will be
skinny
And this circle goes on and on, even though I don’t want to…who knows this too?
Why I want to be thin
I do not promote eating disorders, I just use the tags for convenience and to find others like me
me @ other people: hey if everyone could stop trying to feed me that would be great, thanks.
1. “I’m no good at …”
Say instead “It’s just a skill, and something I can learn.”
2. “I’m such a failure …”
Say instead “I got it wrong, and everybody makes mistakes.”
3. “There’s no point in trying …”
Say instead “It maybe hard, but step by step will get me there in time.”
4. “Everybody hates me; I’ve got no friends …”
Say instead “It doesn’t really matter what these people think about me. There are others who will recognize my value and true worth.”
5. “I hate myself. I deserve to be rejected …”
Say instead “I am beautiful inside, and have value and worth. I deserve to be cherished and be treated well.”
✨2018 positivity✨
me: searches for thinspo
tumblr: Everything Okay?
me: nope :) now out of my way :))
—self control
—small thighs
—a concave stomach
—a visible jaw line
—a good body
—someone who loves me
—UHHHH SELF CONTROL AND A GOOD ASS MFN BODY
I am not fasting to be ok with boys touching my stomach. I am not fasting so other girls will look at me with envy. I am fasting because I’m too scared to eat. I am fasting because I don’t want to be skinny, I need to be. I am fasting because it hurts not to.
eridiumroses
You know, she was four years old the first time she beat me at hide and seek. Four. I was looking for her for hours. When I finally found her she just smiled. You know, that Effy smile that means ‘you don’t know me at all, and you never will’. See that’s a kind of magic. She’s so good at concealing things… hiding, avoiding. But I do know her. And I know that she has got so much love in her heart. But the thought of letting it out, showing her cards, scares her to death.
